heart

it's so hard for me
believe in my imagination
that tells about our story
mine and yours
you know that I don't wanna be the looser
and you also know that I don't wanna it takes a deeper place in my heart
that's enough for me if I'll be the one someday
someday, you will find me in the right place
and as the the flowers bloom when spring comes
I'll save my heart and my soul
and as the rain pours from the sky
I'll pray to my Lord for giving me chances
and as the call picks me clearly
my thanks will not be forgotten to You

poem

SHOULD

That's a cold night
There's no star in the sky
And the wind blows me up
Make me safe
And the light shines brightly
All over this place
Along this night
And I see all around me
Everything's gonna be fast thing
Well, some years ago
I was right here
And now, in this right place
I have been be the different one
I feel that I'm changed
My heart, my mind, were thinking of
Of this way
And next time
Should I be the better one ?
The answer totally YES
Should I ? Should !
Can I ? Can !
Then, will Allah bless on me ?

will

it starts from a will
a will that will make the results
only if you combine your will with your efforts
will, effort, and results
are the chain of the natural laws
hold your will, make your efforts, then the results will be yours
take your shoes, strain your shoelace
then run piercing the border of your imagination

> salma on poem

tekad

semua berawal dari tekad
sebuah tekad kan berbuah hasil
jika kau iringi tekadmu dengan usaha
tekad, usaha, dan hasil
adalah rangkaian hukum alam yang hakiki
bulatkan tekad, kuatkan usaha, dan hasil kan terpetik
dan sekarang
ambil sepatumu, kencangkan talimu
dan larilah menembus batas impianmu

> salma on poem

mimpi

segala yang ada di dunia
segala hamparan, segala harapan, segala harapan, serta segala halusinasi
semua nya menggantung di atas segala
mimpiku, mimpimu, mimpi kita
tak selayakmya dibiarkan mengambang
tanpa kepastian
kutahu semua berawal dari angan
anganku yang menjadi harapan
begitu juga anganmu !
lalu, bagaimana dengan hamparan?
hamparan kan selalu ada jika kau kumpulkan segala harapan
dan hamparan tak kan pernah menjadi hamparan nyata jika kau biarkan halusinasi kuasaimu
dan sekarang
akankah ada hamparan nyata antara aku, kau, dan kita ?

kemah bantara

well

tanggal 22 -24 kemah di ngesrep, boyolali

aku di tenda panitia
dsna panas bget.....gosong!!!

oh iya pas bantaranya malem jumat

horor nian

!!!!

tmpatku si terang, bnyak ustadnya lgi
ga serem de

tpi di pos L ada byak pnampakan...
yg jaga si ga liat, ti a' dhoknya
oya di XL jg ad

Alhamdulillahnya ga da papa...
smuanya slamat..

tapi..
pulang dr kemah,tikerku ilang, gosong, tgan bintik2..

awww

pokokknya prwatan deh hbis kmah..
untung skrg uda mendingan hehehe

i had been in my home last week

on April, 5th - 10th 2009...I had been in my home.
Aku izin liburan eh keperluan lebih tepatnya..Gila...aku sueneng banget!!!
gimana gag...ditengah2 aku yg lagi suntuk ma kartul and lgi bete mampus ma kondisi klas..Op jg..
Astaghfirullahaladzim...
ga boleh ngeluh ya seharusnya.

tpi ya kok aku mengalami hal spti itu...
manusia biasa..

Makanya waktu di rumah kmren bner2 aku manfaatin bwt hepi nan refreshing..
ya meski tv besarnya rusak, tv di kamarku rada eror, dan tv di kmr tamu yd tlalu tgi posisinya..
yg penting aku ktmu bpak ibuk adek....yg aku uda kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen bgt
dan my home sweet home yg jlas
cukup senang dgan nonton cd asli laskar pelangi yg bkin aku nangis..
trus sneng jg bisa jlan2 ke pasar, liat hiruk pikuk org nyontreng meski aku blum nyntreng..
and rumahku dirombak, ada format taman baru..
hehehe ad kolam baru,lmyan kan wat refreshing ma ngadem

Aku juga seneng mkan makanan rumah..
dtyain mw pa? pgen pa? mw kmna?
tpi libur izin beda lbi sepi..gpp lah yg pnting hepi

Ohya tu7an utama ku plang kan mngrus sesuatu..Ya berdoa ajha smuany lancar.
Amiin

dan smugha stlah poelank smgatku kmbaliii!!